Do I ever cross your mind, do you pretend I never happened, did we even happen? Spent the summer burying your memory in the sand, I'm scared the winter won't be that simple. Colder weather chills my bones, miss your warmth when I'm alone, I am habitually alone.
I miss your nicotine tongue and how I'd always beg you to stop, never thought I'd say it, but I wish that I was wrong. The park where we'd meet means nothing to me, just a vacant lot on my way back home.
Your tattooed frame stuck in my head, laying sideways in my bed, wish I could say that I remember what sleep is. I've been stuck in place for months, time changed everything for us, you can't give me what I want, I'll never be what you want.
released November 6, 2016
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